It was 2:30 this afternoon when I realized I had accomplished most of the things that I typically aspire to (but don’t generally complete) as my beginning-of-the-day routine on “work days.” You know the drill:
Sleep. Goodness knows I am SHOCKED by how late I am sleeping. Check.
Delicious and healthy breakfast – complete with a warm cup of tea and actually sitting down at the kitchen table. Check.
Work-out – and by this I mean some cardio and some stretches. Today was a walk and some Wii. Check.
Preparing food for the rest of the day. Among other tasks: grinding flax seeds, squeezing lemon and limes into a pitcher of water and a quick run to the store to pick up dinner. Check.
Meditation. I have the newish Deepak Chopra guided meditation cd and I am trying to work with that. And it is hard for me to do. 1/2 Check.
Unpack the dishwasher. Enough said. Check.
Now, I feel very balanced for having accomplished all of this as I “started” my day, but let us be abundantly clear: when I have to be in a classroom by 7 AM this fall, this program that ends at about 2:30 PM (after shower and getting dressed) is simply not going to work.
And that is part of the challenge of vacations. In being re-introduced to a pattern and a pace of life that actually makes sense, the clock ticks and we are thrown back in to such a cacophony of commitments, schedules and pressures that it is easy to forget what we really want to be about while we walk this earth.
How will I ever make the transition to working again?
I am not going to tackle that right now, even though the question of how to maintain this vacation equilibrium is inherent in every aspect of my time off. For today I am really grateful that my pace is my own. Others will own it soon enough.
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